The savage attempts of youth like adults. In a world of beliefs and what if, time standing still and those who want infinite tomorrows. Some will reach for the gold but end up with the rocks, the greatest gold is Actual not fantasy or make believe. Many were never who they want to be and are not able to do what they want because they have no application. They blame god and the universe in there battles with make believe. If belief wasn’t ignorance why do you make believe. Facts are ignored it take work and effort not this whimsical dream. But a list of circumstances to make real reality or you can work a day job and pay for existence or beg some body for all of there attention. Or you can just do for self the hardest for the confused self hating laziness that you currently abuse.